mb3

its been so long since ive posted in this. i dont know why ive decided to post now, of all times. i feel like complete shit, both emotionally and physically. theres not really any positive aspects of my life right now, with one small exception, but thats a bit out of reach at the moment. i feel cold and numb. ive recently discovered that i might have a few sleeping disorders. i dont really have any motivation or ambition in life. im lazy and apathetic most of the time. i dont do much anymore. on the occassions that i do get out, its always the same repetitive bullshit, over and over again. i might as well just lay in bed and never leave my room. as usual, im doing terrible in school. i really dont want to go next semester. i need to sort my life out. ive recently turned 20, but i still havent grown up. there are things wrong with me that i need to fix. i dont know what to do, or where to begin. im so lost and confused, and i hate it. fuck this.

sound://elliott smith - everything means nothing to me

posted by mike @ 3:55 PM